Never Say Never

Brought Ethan to visit Boomerang today...finally...after being 'bugged' since the day he was born.

Also marked as the first time I brought him out all my meeself *Argh...nail chewing moment* .

Said a little prayer request before I set out:
1. Dun cry in the car
2. Dun cry at Boomerang
3. Dun cry on the way back in the car
4. Basically, just dun cry

1. Got there in peace. So 1st prayer answered.
2. Whinged a little at Boom - only coz he was really sleepy & being handled by so many strangers. 2nd prayer considered answered.
3. Only for a minute - knocked out with 'motor motion'. 3rd prayer answered.
4. Basically, all answered. Praise God!!

Came home, pop into the shower & all of a sudden, had this 'self-awakening moment' about my life. Has it ever occured to you that the more you do not want something, the more you'll get it?

Here's my list of "I'll never..."

• Get a boyfriend same age as me --- 1st & 3rd same age. In fact, married one!
• Have a baby coming out from my 'thing' --- ;P
• Wanted a baby gal but God gave me a baby boy --- wouldn't switch Ethan for anything else now
• 'Leave' my parents --- ended up migrating to Sydney
• Live with in-laws --- can't run away from this one
• Stop working --- might have to if Brian really goes to Canada
• Give my baby pacifier --- 算了吧!

My point? Never say never...or maybe wish for the opposite instead?